Dear Father,
I am getting lazy with weight loss. I had a bad eating night last night and for lunch today. I don't want to be this size anymore. I keep thinking it's going to be quick but it's not. Annie said it's going to be a steady decline and a friend of hers took a full year to lose 100 pounds. You'd think I'd be encouraged by that but I'm not.
Working is making me so tired. I've been thinking about Carol and more often Bonnie. I'm embarrassed by the extra weight. I keep thinking if I try to do this then try to do that it will melt off. Am I obsessing again??????
Ugh. I'm going to lay down and rest.
Thanks for never giving up on me when I give up on myself.
I want to do and be my best for you.
What's it going to take??????
I wonder.
Love Amy
