Dear God,
Thank you for the wonderful conversation with Marie yesterday. I was saddened by Shadow's sudden death. I was able to talk with her about him and so much more. Thank you for her love and friendship.
I'm thinking a lot about Bonnie. I really miss her. It's hard not to be able to integrate she and her family into my new life. I mourn her loss, the loss of Tom and the loss of the kids. I loved them with all my heart. I still love them. Maybe this will change someday? I'm open to it.
I was nervous stepping onto the scale this morning although I did suspect I'd lost more weight. I have! Down from 246 to 236 since the beginning of May. I'm getting ready to reduce the carbs although I've already taken solid steps toward that goal. I'm not drinking any more soda and I've really reduced the sugars. I'm going to stick with this plan. My stomach is reducing in size so portion control has been better. My mental and emotional status is balanced. Being off all those meds is contributing to my overall health. I feel so good.
I'm enjoying the book, "The Story." I'm really getting into it as it progresses into my favorite parts of the Old Testament. Your provision for Your people is quite spectacular. Watching them as they grow in their faith is also quite a treat. I'm so glad You wrote your book of love for us, for me. It's quite personal as I relate to my brothers and sisters who struggled with trust so many years ago.
Please help Pam, Steven, Kim, Laurie and my family as we grieve the loss of loved ones. You are our great God who comforts the brokenhearted. Please help Tracy as she adjusts to being back to work. Please continue to draw Mario toward you and give Bill/Chelsea what they need in order to share Jesus' love for him. Please help Christine with that same request. May she be surrounded by those who know You and can share Your hope with her. Please help Laurie with her writing and the concerns of her heart. Help her to walk closely beside You, feeling Your presence throughout her days. Please give my Mom and I a great conversation this morning; Tina and Dale financial security; Hope excitement for camp; Ryan protection as he's driving and a deep desire to return to church; Samantha comfort for the loss of Shadow and friends to spend time playing; Alicia for her spiritual growth; Joe for coming to know the real You; Jonny for employment and an opportunity to hear about the love of Jesus; Lacey the patience for little Skye and an opportunity to hear about the love of Jesus; and for Aaron...I know he's with You, Lord. Tell him how much I miss him. For Marie, blessings with the book, "7." For Suzanne, healing rain come pouring down. For Annie, blessings with the resale shop. For Donald, protection for his health and financial blessings. For Jo, peace in her heart and motivation to lose weight. For Soni, continued weight management and healing for the loss of her Dad. For me, a tighter relationship with You so that all things that were once impossible come true.
You are my All in All.
Love your daughter,
Amy Kathleen
