I'm noticing how unhealthy I've been eating. No wonder I'm so overweight and lethargic. Food to poison the body into not functionally well. I guess it's all for the best where these changes are concerned.
A beautiful day wasted on the couch in front of the television. Got bored at 2:00. Planted the rose bush this morning then pulled weeds in the afternoon. Bored.
Pam is missing (not literally). I think she may have checked herself into the hospital. She was home all day yesterday (Mother's Day) then gone early this morning. I pray she is safe. Not much I can do.
I'm trying to take care of myself. Much less carbs than over the weekend; broke up my lettuce head; maybe feeling crappy is because these toxins are getting jammed up in my stool so they are no longer tampering with my body; fruits and veggies are fine with me.
Missing Bonnie and her family; Carol; Annie; Sue; and the old Bright Hope staff. I wish I was able to work but for now I'm disabled. My brain feels like scrambled eggs and the chatter in my head is back. I know it will be an adjustment when it leaves just like it was an adjustment when it re-arrived.
And then there's Steve. I'm mixed up inside. No major decisions right now. Enjoy him, his caring and his trying to understand. He sees it - the changes with my inability to handle a lot.
I'm going to sign off now. I pray Julie is doing well.
