Dear God,
Today I feel fat and depressed. Kim suggested I go for a walk at the marina and spend time outdoors. It's a great idea and I'm going for it.
I feel sad not having Steve around. I don't regret my decision. I know in my heart it's the right one. I guess it will take time to heal. It was certainly eye opening.
Please help me obey your will for my fat body. I struggle so much with emotional eating or boredom. Let me hear your voice to read more or get out more. I worry about my gas tank but I think my internal gas tank needs some attention.
Please help me learn how to take good care of myself and my house. I don't want to be a sluggard who is at one with her couch. I need to get out more. Not necessarily socialize more but get out of the house more, by myself. No shopping all the time.
I love you and I think you for Kim!!
Your daughter,
Amy Kathleen
