Monday, July 16, 2012

Not Sure

Dear God,

I just read Steve's email and it bothers me.  I'm not happy and I'm not going through a lot of issues like he thinks.  My life is what it is and I accept it with all the challenges.  It's something I've come to accept.

Do I "break up" in email?  It seems kinda silly but maybe it can be that easy.  I mean we really aren't dating.  I don't know what it is but I do know I don't like it.  It's a friendship, not a dating relationship.  That's the truth and that's another thing I need to say.

I'm sad he doesn't want more but to be honest I'm sure it wouldn't work.  Maybe it's a blessing that this is coming out now before things get too weird.  A relationship takes work and h e's not willing to do the work.  He doesn't want to do any work.

So, I let him go.  I wish him well and I dont' have any regrets.  Maybe you'll provide someone who will be a better friend and companion.  Maybe I'll stay single.  I don't know. 

Anyway, please help me communicate with him the way You want me to.  I don't want to complicate it and I certainly don't want to travel a road that's unnecesssary.

Your loving daughter,
Amy Kathleen