Dear God,
This day is a little better than yesterday. I showered and Tracy was right...I do feel a little better. I'm sure my body appreciates it.
I'm watching the Olympics in London. Watched The Netherlands win the gold for Women's Cycling (87 miles), qualifying semifinals for swimming, archery where Korea beat Mexico for the bronze and Italy beat USA for the gold, women's basketball where the USA beat Croatia, sand volleyball where the USA Men beat Great Britian, women's soccer where Great Britain beat Cameroon and I think that's it. Gymnastics and more swimming are on today. I love watching these games. All of the athletes are so disciplined and inspiring.
I still feel down and honestly, not hungry. Maybe I should listen to my body??? I don't know. It's such an uphill battle and I am not disciplined enough to succeed. Or is that one of my many excuses? I don't know. I don't know.
Anyway, I'll be here. Probably reading, probably watching TV, probably staying inside. I don't want to socialize or anything like that. I didn't go to church.
Love your messed up daughter,
Amy Kathleen
