Dear Father,
Oh the pain of a full blown migraine really hurts. I'm such a pharmaceutical mess. I should have taken the Maxalt yesterday but didn't want to "waste" it. Instead, I found myself in an incredibly painful situation that only Jesus could heal. Not that I regret having to ask but I do feel like a fool for not medicating myself earlier.
Lord, why is pain management so hard for me? Why don't I take the meds I have? Right now it's because I don't have the funds to pay for them. How in the world did I forget the American Family payments? I have to make a call so when I receive Jo's support the payment can go through. I don't know. I'm a real mess.
Lord, help me as much as I need it. Which I think is more than I can handle. I'm going to send out an email message. It's hard to admit defeat and failure. I know I can do this. I just can't catch up. Can you please open the resources of heaven and send what I need? I'm at a loss and can't catch up.
Maybe I shouldn't send an email.
Love your daughter,
Amy Kathleen
